Well, today was nothing special. Spent hours doing nothing when I could've done something. But then again, as I think about it, I think it was an "okay" day since I got to rest a bit and actually do nothing.
it just stressed my brain as hell. I think that I have changed and that there's a lot of me that I have got to bring back and might as well start that today.
I think I'm getting too serious and too work-oriented. I'm losing the side of me that can just be alone and be happy. I'm needing people to surround me and I need to interact. It's not such a bad thing when you think about it, but I think with it, I lose me.
I don't want to lose me. It's something that I love and it's a part of me that people love and they have known. It would be unfair to take it away. Is it because I'm becoming familiar with the people I am with? Or is it because of something else?
I guess I got to figure that out, too. Gosh. Too many things to figure out, but I'm glad I know what I have to do and I'm getting there someday, even in snails pace. I'll get there.
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